EmilyAlexandria

     I’am not quite sure what I expect to accomplish in this writing, but I’m filled with empty thoughts, full thoughts, half thoughts, ridiculous thoughts, good thoughts, wrong thoughts, right thoughts, and I need some form of non-connected release. This world makes me sad right now, how these evil terrible things can happen in a moment, that change the course of millions of lives. Im sad that each person in this world isn’t just filled with love and acceptance. Im disappointed that greed is a first response rather than open arms. Im mad that innocence is taken again and again without justice. Im frustrated that there aren'

    Im tired of being sick and tired.. but Im ashamed to admit it. There are others that have it much worse, so much worse. I’m just taking a break, taking the mask off for a min. I’m positive, I’m upright, I’m always thankful for life and the miracles that happen along the way, but this one thing constantly tries to suck the life out of me. I need a min to complain, a min to get out the negativity I feel surrounding all this. It’s not often I have down days, so this feels so strange to me, it feels so uncomfortable like I’m in someone else’s skin. These medicines are eating me inside out, figurativel