I’am not quite sure what I expect to accomplish in this writing, but I’m filled with empty thoughts, full thoughts, half thoughts, ridiculous thoughts, good thoughts, wrong thoughts, right thoughts, and I need some form of non-connected release. This world makes me sad right now, how these evil terrible things can happen in a moment, that change the course of millions of lives. Im sad that each person in this world isn’t just filled with love and acceptance. Im disappointed that greed is a first response rather than open arms. Im mad that innocence is taken again and again without justice. Im frustrated that there aren't black and white solutions to everything. This evil lingers over our heads, walks amongst us in crowds and whispers notions of pain and suffering in our ears.
I’am happy and loved in my little piece of the world, I’m accepted and encouraged, all strings unconditional. Where are the ones that love them? Why can’t they understand that there is no amount of evil that can lead up to good. I know it mostly comes down to what we are taught, what we live, but wheres that purpose that isn’t taught. I feel sad for them, to not know the honesty of true love. Everyone is born knowing some small form of care, where does that go? Human connection that is willed to help us thrive and survive, we all get it, in some shape or form. How can you look into the eyes of a child and see anything but innocence?
I fear for the future but not enough to let it win, it will never win. As long as love is shared fear will. never. win. I pledge to show love, in every way that I can every day. I promise to try as long as I’am alive. I will set aside my petty worries, and change that energy into positivity for those who have none. I vow to be thankful every day, for everything that I have and more. May God give me the strength to be a faithful example of love. Please don’t give up, don’t ever give up, there is still so much hope and compassion in this world. If you can’t find love, be love. Be the best example of love, that it flows from every part of your existence and rushes into the hearts of all that are around you.